Oh hun you stamp that foot as much as you want! It’s not fair at all. You have already gone through so much with chemo but I found surgery not as bad as I had imagined. Don’t get me wrong, going back to waiting for results is not nice at all. I really hope you can get a holiday in. You definitely deserve it. I’ve got node clearance on 6th may then radiotherapy coming up and consultant told me that I should be able to get a holiday in around June / July before radiotherapy. Definitely mention it to them and should give you an indication on when it will be possible. I think it’s so important to have something to look forward too xx