Thank you for sharing your experience. I too had the ‘good’ removed with WLE, a re excision and radiotherapy. This year my first annual mammogram they found two areas of atypical cells and a number of cysts in my other breast. I am awaiting surgery for this to be removed.
I experienced imposter syndrome and survivors guilt as during my journey a close friend lost her father to pancreatic cancer.
on down days I think of the mountain lion analogy. I had a three legged juvenile mountain lion but I still had to fight it and recover from the fight. There are no winners in cancer and it was never a fight we signed up to
We just have to be there for the others thrown into the club without subscribing or agreeing to be part of it.