Welcome @winston2 and sorry you’re on the TN journey. Take things one day at a time and won’t look too far ahead. You’ll be surprised at how much you can get through. I agree with @chita . Joining one of the monthly chemo starter groups is a great way to make you feel less alone. I didn’t but wish I had.
I’m on holiday at the moment and struggling with my feet. It’s really bringing me down but I’m trying so hard not to let it spoil our time away. I’m also exhausted. I’m only halfway through my 3rd cycle of cape and no idea how I’m supposed to make it through 8 
Having a bit of a rough day so excuse the down message.