Being in nature helped. My friend who took me to second screening and to Hospital on my surgery day . Realising that I had a network of people around me who between them had my back - I thought about it as having fallen but someone had put a net beneath me just in time.. That didn’t stop me crying / getting angry /anxious / still feeling lonely at times or having to put up with some unhelpful or insensitive comments and it’s a shame that when you’re going through it those are the ones that tend to stick in your mind but I was very fortunate nonetheless. I wish and hope that everyone con have the support they deserve to get through it all xx