29 and waiting for results... this is torture

Hi ladies. I know you will all totally relate what I am going through. I am awaiting biopsy results on breast tissue and enlarged node. My appointment is 9.15 on Wednesday and I am struggling to cope. I can’t sleep or eat and I am just petrified. I am also 13 weeks pregnant and petrified of what’s going to happen if it’s bad news… which I am anticipating. I have gone from being deliriously happy to now actually being scared for my life xxxx

Hiya, I’m so sorry to hear you are having to deal with this at a time when you should be at your happiest, it’s just unbelievable what life wants to throw at us isn’t it!

I can’t begin to imagine how you must be feeling facing this knowing you are pregnant but I can totally relate to the fear of a possible cancer diagnosis, it’s just horrendous but totally natural at this stage, the unknown is the scariest place in the world! 

whatever your results on Wednesday you will be very well looked after, please let us know how you get on Xx Jo 

Thank you so much for your reply Jobey… you are very very kind! I totally get that the unknown is probably the scariest place to be. I have never known fear like this in all my life. It’s crippling isn’t it? Of course I will keep you updated with any results I have xxxxx