Have you decided about the wedding? I’d do it, have a happy day, wear the dress and cry if you want to, everyone always cries at weddings anyhow. Calabria is beautiful, I want to live there! I took my daughter last summer (she was 8) and when she was crying last night about “the cancer” I said hey we’ll always have Italy, which made her smile. You will get there when all this treatment is over.
I’m having an MRI scan today (2 people - not on this site - have told me “it’s like being buried alive” - how cheered up did I feel? Can’t wait now) A wedding is good. I’d do it if I was in your shoes (which I am, but without the fiance!)
Fiona x