3 Years ago I had a MX for lobular invasive…all ok so far.
I am having ongoing help for the psychological stuff that came up after this but tonight my brain is frozen.
On Monday I plucked up the courage to go to my GP rather than straight to the Breast Clinic as I wanted reassurance that I wasn’t making a fuss about the remaining side…she rang clinic and yesterday went in and had the full exam/ultrasound.
The radiologist was being meticulous and taking ages and I thought she must be concerned about something.
It all had such echoes of 3 years ago. I was called back in and told that they think that underneath the cyst which I had felt that there was something else…they think it is a fibroadenoma which I know is benign. They want to do a biopsy.
But I have gone into a strange detached state, the people I have told assume that is what I am going to do but I don’t want to start on a treadmill I cannot stop. I decided this morning I wouldn’t make any decision until after the weekend but living alone the whole thing seems removed from relaity.
I haven’t told my daughters and I feel no-one would understand why I am in this frozen state. There are so many issues here and I just want to be in ttouch with you all out there…
Why can’t I be logical?
Thanks for any replies