Hi Girlies
Have been on a rollercoaster since my trip to the breast doctors last Thursday.
My mother had a mx after breast cancer at 57 and lived to a happy age of 74. I have always had a hidden fear of getting sick myself, but with my last clear routine check up and mammo in 2014 I have been rolling along carefree.
Two weeks ago I saw my GP as I was having unexplained sore spells between my breast and armpit and also some tenderness. As I am 55, breast tenderness is a thing of the past. As I know it was not a pulled muscle as the doc suggested I filled her in on my family history I was fast tracked for a mammo and ultra sound. Around 8 days later I saw the breast doc promptly at 10.15 who did not seem concerned but sent me down for the mammo and us. The radiographer doc said all looked fine and left me feeling that all was well. The breast doc had asked me to go back up afterwards to see her at 11.30. I expected a long wait but was feeling relaxed as I was expecting to be signed off after " all looks fine" scan. By 2.00pm I hit a wall and just had to ask how much longer should I wait. The nurse returned to say I should wait as the doc wanted to see me. Seconds later I was called in to see the doc who asked if the radiologist had had a word with me? I said no, apart from him saying all looked good? Well you could have knocked me over with a feather!! The doc then told me she wanted to do a biopsy and have a look at things under the microscope. Well I did not see that one coming!
It seems a lump that I thought was thickened breast tissue and have had for ages is suspicious?
My husband is being a diamond and putting up with me fretting about my results and is pleased I am being checked out. We are keeping this all to ourselves for the mo. No point worrying friends and fam till we have anything to share.
Thank you if you read my loooooooong post, but I feel so much better for sharing. I also feel very small in such a huge community of brave ladies with very big hearts. xx.