I thought I had already submitted this but can not see it, so I’ll try again.
hi, I hope the following may help fellow patients,
Diagnosed March 2007. WLE, negative nodes, ER+, HER2+. 6 FEC, 4 weeks rad, Herceptin which took over a year due to break because I contracted chicken pox. Started Tamoxifen Sep’ 2007.
From the first chemo I still have problems with frequent sore throats, blisters in the back of the mouth, nausea. Doing anything physical makes me feel sick, low blood sugar feeling, I go pale, dizzy, shaky, feel generally unwell, bouts of amazing energy only to crash a day or so later which would last for several days. I feel ‘toxic’, as though moving about over loaded my kidneys and liver so my body would shut itself down. These are just some of the symptoms and unfortunately many of them coincide with expected side effects of treatment.
I had numerous blood tests by the Oncologist and GP who tested my thyroid etc. All came back ok but no one seemed to follow it through. I’m sure they put the symptoms down, firstly to chemo then herceptin. I finished herceptin over a year ago but still the symptoms persisted. Last year I kept waking up with an aching rib cage to the extent, the vibrations of my heart hurt. I was terrified the cancer was back. Thankfully my oncologist ordered x-rays and a bone scan. I had to have more x-rays but the end result was, it hadn’t. I took myself off tamoxifen for a couple of months over Christmas to see if it was side effects of that but I got worse.
Finally I saw another doctor last month and she immediately said it was chronic fatigue syndrome. I looked at the guidelines on the NICE website and there were pretty much most of my symptoms. I’m still glad I had the bone scan because had I had the diagnosis before the rib cage symptoms, I would still have been worried it was cancer but I guess that too is down to CFS/ME.
NB: The reason I am posting this on here, is because she said, she is finding more and more ladies in their 30’s and 40’s who have had breast cancer treatment are going on to develop CFS/ME but not so much ladies in their 60’s.
I wonder if it is because the younger patients do not have the time to convalesce due to jobs and children. I have neither but I spent a lot of time in the gym, dancing, riding, building a vegetable garden, replacing windows etc because I was so determined to move on from the cancer. One of the most important pieces of advice I gleamed from the NICE report, is that anything but gentle exercise is totally the wrong thing to do. I feel society puts too much pressure on us to keep going, to be “positive”, which all takes a lot of energy. I felt my family treated me as though I just had a bad case of flu and once the chemo had finished (never mind the rad and herceptin), I should be back to normal. Whereas in real life, probably like you, the diagnosis was devastating and I felt I was going through a range of emotions very similar to grieving and am still finding it difficult to comes to terms with.
So if you feel tired all the time and rest does not help. Look at the site nice.org.uk and if you think you may have CFS/ME, speak to your doctor.
I hope that helps.
Poppy