Boy, am I impressed by your laid-back approach. I was a quivering wreck until my oncologist prescribed 2 lorazepam. I hope it goes well for you. You may feel side effects as soon as you get home but, if you are given steroids for the first few days, you’ll be full of energy. Then BAM! You may be lucky but just be aware that the side effects can hit at any stage in the cycle and that some of them are cumulative so report everything, even the smallest mouth ulcer! Wishing you all the best x