fingers crossed for you both.
love nicky
Yes, Thinking of you both. Lesley xx
fingers crossed here.
Best of luck guys x
Good luck to you both with results and to everyone else who’s waiting.
Nicky xx
Best of luck for your results Debs and Dawn. Thinking of you xx
Ill be thinking of you both tomorrow, Debs and Dawn, that was the hardest part for me waiting on results!!
take care
love n hugs
Carol x
Just got back from clinic and I knew results would not be good but how bad I think I was mentally prepared as my spelling has gone my balance is poor and I get the odd word muddled. I was still shocked to hear the words SEVERAL BRAIN METS! My liver is worse than it was I knew that bl@@dy vinerolbine wasn’t doing anything. Sent to RT to be measured for the mask which I hated had another scan on brain and back as started last week with really bad back pain. So now I sit by the phone and wait.
I would like to thank Bikinggirl who took some of the fear away by sharing her experience with us. Hope I am as successful with the treatment as she has been. While having the scan I thought I could smell burning hog!
Just spoken to my youngest daughter who is expecting her first baby in Feb her dad died when she was 4 and I am so proud of her why why oh why am I putting through this pain at this important time of her life? Will I get to hold my grandson? Will he know how very loved he is? Will she forgive me if I don’t make it? This is the pain that is ripping me apart I feel so very sad.
Love Debsxxx
Debs - so sorry to hear that the scan results were not what we wished… I never got to meet my grandparents as they died before i was born… But i have genuinely always loved them and feel that i know them as my parents told me so much about them… I so wish that there was something i could say that will help…
Theresa x
Hi Debs,
I haven’t posted on this thread before but I have been following yours. I’m devastated for you and I wish, like everyone else, that we could ease your pain.
I do understand how you feel about your daughter. My mum has lung cancer with brain mets and I would have done anything to take away her pain. Instead I had to tell her I have breast cancer and add to her worries when she least needed it. I wish with all my heart that you get to see your grandson so that you and your daughter can share that joy at the very least.
Jan xx
Hi Debs,
I cannot express how shocked and sad I am to hear this news. I am very familiar with that feeling of guilt that we experience for the pain and hurt this has caused our children - but my eldest daughter told me last week that she was a stronger person because of it. I hope so - I think so.
I too hope this treatment is sucessful, because clearly based on recent experience on the forums - we cannot do without you - look what you achieved with brain mets!!
You are an amazing woman and i shall be thinking and praying for both of you.
Take very good care
love and best wishes
Debs, my heart goes out to you and your family.
take care
love and big hugs
Carol xxxx
Hi Debs
I’m new to posting on this site (but not new to BC) and haven’t posted on this thread before. However, although my words seem inadequate I just wanted to add to everyone elses wishes, and to say that I too wish that we could ease your pain and that you get to meet your new grandson.
I’ve read many of your posts and have a huge amount of admiration for the help and support you give to others, as well as the insight you give as to how you cope with this cruel disease. You are such an inspiration and my thoughts are with you and your family.
Love Judith
xxx
Dear Debs
It is heartbreaking to read your post. I am so so sorry. I can’t imagine the shock of hearing those words or the pain you are going through. I wish you the very best of luck with your treatment and hope you get a good result - we know it’s not unheard of!
lots of love & hugs
xxxx
Debs, I am so sorry to hear this news. I hope the treatment is as successful for you was it was for Bikinggirl and you get to hold your Grandson. Thinking of you.
Love Lesley xx
Debs, I am devastated to read your post - I know it was the news you were dreading most and can’t begin to imagine how you must be feeling. I hope and pray that your treatment will work as well as it did for Bikinggirl and that you WILL be around to welcome your grandson and for a good while longer than that. I’m thinking of you and your family and praying hard for you.
Lesley xxx
Oh Debs this is the news that none of us want to here I am so sorry. But like you said Biking Girl has been through it and there are also several other ladies on here and on the other site that have had them and have been successfully treated. So YOU WILL be around to hold your new grand son. At least now they can treat you properly.
Lots of love Caroline
Debs,
So sorry to hear your news. It truly is a bag of c…p. You were so kind to me in your pm the other day. What a woman.
Everything has already been said. Just take comfort in knowing that knowledge is power. Knowing is truly horrible, but at least you know about the new nasty little uggers and can give them short shrift.
As you have said so many times, it will be easier once you get your treatment plan.
Sending you love, prayers and best wishes.
Julie xxx
Hi debs - so sorry to hear your news - you must be still reeling with thoughts buzzing round - about the next treatment and your daughter - sending you love - your little bean will know about your love - you will hold him and tell him…jaynex
Dear Debs, I am so sorry to hear your news.
Whatever may happen in the future I know your grandson will know just how much you love him.
Good Luck. I had 2 friends with bc brain mets who lasted years after their treatment. With Love, Belinda…xx
Oh Debs, So sorry to hear your news. I know it’s what all of us dread so much. I really hope the treatment works well for you. As others have said you’ve achieved so much and even appeared on Tv looking so well considering how you’ve been feeling.
I wish I had the right words but you certainly mustn’t feel guilt towards your daughter.Your love for your family shines through your posts and I’m quite sure they realise how much they all mean to you.
Your frankness and amazing humour has helped me so much through last year and this year so I will keep dancing,singing,praying for you - anything to help you through.
Lots of love, Anne xxx