Thanks applestreet - I went to the docs yesterday and got some betablokers so I’m hoping that they will help. I’ve managed to eat a yoghurt and a slice of toast (first in 4 days lol). As you say, one day at a time 
Hi Ladies
I just wanted to give you all a little update.
I received my blood results and chest x-ray results and all were CLEAR.
I had my ultra sound today and there was NO indication of abnormal cells in my nodes. 
I am scheduled for my operation on 3rd May for a lumpectomy and to remove some of the bottom nodes for testing. I should receive the results around 12 days after that.
Basic treatment will be rads and tablets. My BCN did mention that chemo may well be disucssed at a later date, but that won’t be until after the op and the full results are known.
I’m kind of hoping that chemo won’t be necessary
Thank you everyone for your wonderful support. You have been amazing.
Soft Cyber Hugs xx
It is so wonderful to speak to all you brave people, waiting for results is horrible and i can sympathise greatly. I am waiting to see the BCN on Wednesday next week i am meeting her and the Surgeon to find out results as mine is awkward, i know it is a malignant rare cancer but dont know where it has appeared from in my body. I am so afraid and dont know what to expect.
Hi LizPower
I am so sorry that you have found yourself here in this forum. It is a scary time for all of us.
I have recently been dx and have found the ladies here invaluable to my own sanity. They have helped me to get everything clear in my head and they have been here for me when I have been at my lowest point.
Just try and take time out for yourself as this can be an extremely worrying time, especially when you are waiting on results.
Keep us updated. Good luck and my thoughts are with you.
Martha xx
Hi Martha,just to let you know I was thinking of you and hope everything goes ok for you tomorrow. Take care meggy x
Hi Martha, I just wanted to wish you all the best for tomorrow. Will be thinking of you xxx
Sara x
Good lu k for op tomorrow it will be fine xxxxx:-)
marie
Good luck sweetie
Lots of hugs emma xx
Thank you to everyone for the good luck wishes xx
Hospital bag is packed and I’m just relaxing. I’m actually looking forward to it and getting this bloody thing out of me.
I’ll let you guys know how it went.
love
martha xx
Good Luck Martha. X
Thank you Melrose,
Well, I went it in 7:30am this morning and we in surgery by 1pm. It went really well and I was in recovery within an hour. Wle & snb done. I had a coffee & a chicken sandwich. A quick blue wee lol and I was allowed home by 4:30pm.
I’ve been given lots of painkillers and at I’m just relaxing in the Tomorrow may be a different story lol
Im just glad that the op is over with but I won’t get the results until 15th May
Oh, my wounds are looking good, very neat, big but neat and my boob looks a good shape at the moment.
lots or love & extremely soft hugs
martha xxxx
Martha
Glad everything went ok. Take it easy over the next few days and hope your results come back ok
Louise
Thanks Lucy
The sun is shining and I’ve done my exercises this morning so Im ready for a bit of retail therapy - The pain killers are amazing lol.
Take care
Martha xx
Hi Martha!
Im so glad to hear everything went well. Rest up now and enjoy your retail therapy. You deserve it Hun! Xx
sending gentle cyber hugs x
Take care
Sara xx
Martha
enjoy the retail therapy, 11 days after my mx I went on my twice yearly weekend to Whitby for the Victorian gothic weekend and had a fantastic time, and was just what I needed. Even helped when they said I needed the rest of my lymph nodes out this coming Tuesday. The pain meds are great and yes do the exercises as they are a god send to enable you to start getting back to a normal routine.
take care and hugs
LucyLou x
So glad all went well Martha- take it easy! x
Hope you had good day retail therapy chick!! A little cwtch for you xx
haha Emma - Retail therapy was great but I was absolutely exhausted
I bet you are shattered…relax chick! Have you got a drain in? How’s pain Hun? X