Hi, I found a lump a couple of weeks ago, went straight to GP who seemed suprised to also feel it and reffered me to the breast care clinic. I was hoping it would be diagnosed as a fibroadenoma, I had been poking, prodding, feeling etc… approx every hour for the entire 2 week waiting period, it was very hard, so not a cyst, sometimes oval, sometimes square, sometimes massive, sometimes small, sometimes smooth, sometimes rough, sigh…the list goes on…
I was examined by the Dr, who then sent me upstairs for a mammogram, I saw the photos, it looked like a white Murray mint inside my boob (quite possible) then I was taken off for a scan. The registrar said it’s a fibroadenoma, I’ll get the Dr in (The ultrasound scan Dr guy…) and he said ‘Oh yes, looks like a fibroadenoma, nothing to worry about’ and told the registrar to get ‘at least three samples’ So then I was told to turn onto my side so they could take a biopsy, there and then… That scared me - I’d just been told it was all fine! My rational side told me that this is good, they’re not taking any chances… I asked what they were up to during the whole procedure and found out they were doing a core biopsy, was this necessary? I thought they did the fine needle one if they thought it was all ok?
So now, the next day I can’t wear a bra as all of my underwires dig in exactly where they ‘went in’ and I don’t have any ‘comfy’ bras, I’ve been in a large amount of pain since the local started to wear off, wasn’t expecting this, so used my good friend Google to check on whether this was ok, should it hurt this much or is it me not dealing with it well due to lack of sleep/worry etc…? Google then brings up lots of misdiagnosis information. Great, internet scaring. How accurate is this core biopsy? The Dr said if my lump is a fibroadenoma I can still have it removed… Why would I? Is it in case they are wrong?? Do they test it again if I were to have it out, is having it out the only way to guarantee 100% correct results…?? I’m back to stage one now, where I was at two weeks ago except now I have a load more information in my head to worry about and consider… and I’m still worried it could be the big C. I cannot sleep, I feel sick and have stomach cramps when I try and I’m generally being bloody horrible and disinterested in everything except me, which is not me at all and I hate it.
I’m 36, have three kids and one man shape if that’s of any relevance…
Any advice, info, human contact or just plain chat would be much appreciated! Many, many thanks - Flo xx
