After being at gp about the hard area in my left breast I was up to high doh about going , my appointment came in last week and so far up to now I have been fine , but now im dreading thursday and dont want to go.
The hard area is no longer there and I feel like a total fraud but hubby and my family keep saying I better get checked as something caused it to be hard in the first place.
Only thing I have noticed which is a bit weird and im not even sure if it means anything at all.
I,m very big busted 46DD but for some reason the left breast which had the hard area looks as if it has got smaller , my bras including a new one I have just bought is loose a bit on the left side in cup size , in other words the right breast fills the bra cup size but not the left and I have to be totally honest and say I have never noticed that before.
I know it will more and likely be okay and will have a total inocent answer but im beginning to drive myself mad with what ifs.
I am still getting some pain like stabbing pains in my left breast and my nipple sometimes looks as if its leaning to one side , but the hard area that hubby and the gp felt as well is not there any longer
sorry im just sounding off , I am going on thursday but really feel deep inside this it going to be a total waste of time for them and I will feel stupid for going.
Hi
Sorry to hear you are having these worries at the moment but you musn’t feel like a fraud. We are always being told we must be breast aware and we must get changes looked into so you are doing exactly the right thing, that is what the breast clinic is there for.
Waiting for appt’s and then for results is awful and you will probably be in for a long day on Thursday if you are having the full works, ie seeing doctor, having mammo, having scan etc so be prepared for that.
Everyone is very good, they are always thorough and will answer your questions as much as they can. Is your OH going with you or someone else cos it can be a bit daunting on your own.
Good luck and remember the forum is always here if you need it.
AJxxx
thanks for responding to me
my daughter is going with me as my hubby is night shift and my appointment is for 11.50am so he needs to get sleep.
I,m sure it will be fine but I cant seem to switch off from the what ifs this now
Hi,
you know that nagging worry that won’t go away, well the only way to get rid of it is to find out once and for all. If you are ’ a fraud’ and it is nothing then what a great celebration you forget it. If not you need to get on to it. I think you are sounding like a cyst or something as they hurt and can burst. BC is usually painless. I really hope so.
Sending you all the 4 leaf clovers for luck. Be brave.
Lily x
No-one will think you are a fraud. It’s what they are there for. Any concerns should always be checked out. We will all be thinking of you on Thursday. Go, get it sorted out. Whatever the outcome, you are dealing with it. Rather than leaving it. Good Luck Hazm09, let us know how you get on.x
Hi Haz i for one hope you are wasting their time they like good news as well,