Fear of non opera

Hi ladies,


 I have just had the news that I have a 10x5 mass bc recurronce in my neck, inoperable. So after an MRI on Sat 16th we go to visit Onc to discover the ins and outs, spread of spine as already effecting T1. Lung (hoping Braca1) as more options to treatment, etc and if there will be a treatment plan to try and shrink the blighter! I suppose the difference this time is the “inoperable” bit. Has anyone experienced anything similar. Trying to remain positive here. 




Not sure I am posting in the correct bit frazzled brain