Welcome to the forum @lmack95 . I’M so sorry you are having such a difficult time . There’s lots of support here from people who understands how it feels to help you get through the next part of your treatment .
You might like to join the November chemo starters group to get some support going through chemo. There are others with young children on the forum who hopefully you can connect to. There’s always people here to chat to and vent to. Best wishes Jill