foynd a lump

I was laying in bed and felt something right above my right nipple and so went to GO and have been referred to breast surgeon on 19th of November,2013.

 I have breadt imolants so my breast muscle is on top so I can feel it easier I guess. Im Scared. Never wanted to deal with the outcome if I was ever diagnosed with BC as everyone calls it.

 This lingo is new to me. I hope and pray its nothing but Im starting to feel very alone…my Husband is very suppirtive always has been…but Im still starti g to feel angry and scared and just last 24 hours since findi g whatever thus is Im loosing it.I work at a Hospital with this and all heart etc isduez so thought I was tougher yhan this but I guess I was lyung to myself cuz niw Imwanti g to cry and crawl into a ball. I feel all foggy and  znt think clearly…suppise tjis us normal but I dont like it.Im 51 years old and li e in Sandy, Oregon.

Hi foxyroxy and welcome to the BCC forums

I am sure you will have lots of support from your fellow users here soon, in addition I am posting a link to the BCC ‘Just diagnosed’ page where you will find lots of information around diagnosis, although please bear in mind that the information given is UK based, nevertheless it may help:

www2.breastcancercare.org.uk/diagnosis

Take care

Lucy BCC

I too have found a lump and been referred for a mammogram on the 21st nov, I know exactly how your feeling so it’s probably how everyone on the site is. Good luck tomorrow.