a lump that was non cancerous, then had another one come along in its place and its turned out to be cancer that time around?
I’ll not bore you with too much detail, but I’ve had one lump removed which was ok, but now have another one and obviously a little worried about it! Sure its fine really and just the same as before, or maybe just really really big scar tissue! lol
Dont know what I aim to gain from asking this q’s, dont know if I will frighten myself even more or be reassured, just want to know if there is a poss that its not so good news this time !
Love to everyone
Heidi x x x
I can’t help with the info, Hon, but I recognise what you’re doing. I did it myself. Thinking through every scenario so you can be prepared. It seems to be a way of spending the time while you’re waiting and can think of nothing else.
I don’t think the wory we go through while we’re waiting should ever be underestimated.
As ever, Heidi, beano is here pouring in bucketloads!
xxx
Thankyou Beano, I’m trying to get on with it you know, life… but its always there in the back of my mind, I’m sure anyone reading this going through the same thing can relate to that.
I just keep telling myself its ok, its ok, and its nothing to worry about and its the same as before, but then theres a big WHAT IF that keeps making an unwelcome appearance in my thoughts. I feel a bit of a fraud, as I dont know if its bc, or just another lump, which tbh it probably is, and then feel that my worry is invalid and silly, considering what all you exceptionally brave women that have been diagnosed are going through.
I’m sorry, I’m just having another one of my moments!
Hx
Heidi, DON’T feel like a fraud! I understand what you’re saying because I was given the all clear and so many of these wonderful ladies, here, are coping with what some of us only feared. The truth is at the time when you are waiting and you don’t know what’s wrong, your worry and your waiting is as valid as everyone else’s. We need support then as much as at any other time and there’s really nothing to feel guilty about.
We’ve said it lots of times before but all these bucketloads of love are pouring into this huge pool and there’s ALWAYS more than enough for everyone, so taek out what you need and say no more about it!!!
Love,
beano x
hi all, i,m back was ages at the clinic, but relieved to say all is clear, sniff sniff with relief, apparantly i had had an abcess which responded to the antibiotics leaving some old blood which formed the most recent lump
well they did a fna today and cleared that and i have no lump now yip yippee
thankyou all for your wonderful support i was like jelly today, i pray those that are waiting will get good news, its so elating
i will keep checking in to help those that are waiting and supporting my dear friends that have not been so fortuate
rosamund i,m here for you i pray your biopsy today reaveals no spread
tytytytu all
praise the lord
love
cee
Hey Ceega, thats great news.
So pleased for you. I agree the support network here is priceless, and it makes you realise you are not alone.
Lots of love from me for anyone who needs it!
heidi xxxx