I was expecting to start the next regime of chemo today - CMF - but predicatbly my neutrophils are too low for it to be administered and they’ve had to postpone it for a week again. I know it really isn’t anything worth getting upset about but I couldn’t help but just burst into tears. Its as though I feel that this is never going to end - and I’m tired of it all. The only consolation is that with this week delay the timetable overall will have shifted so that I can, hopefully, spend at least a week in Brighton at the end of June without having to worry about blood tests, chemo etc.
Sorry to go on but just needed to let off a little steam.
Naz
Hi Naz - I feel for you. I had my 3rd chemo delayed due to neutrophils and cried my eyes out. I saw it as my half way point and it was put back. But it came around and I finished chemo end of November last yer.
Hope you get it next week and then you can go off and enjoy your week in Brighton !! and hopefully the sun will shine
Liz xx
awwww poor you - so sorry that your chemo has had to be postponed again. Hope the sun shines in Brighton tho.
Hi Naz,
sorry to hear your not having your chemo, have you been resting? honestly the CMF is alot easier in many ways im here if you need me
Anna x x x
Naz - happens to me all the time - it’s a b*mmer!
AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
You will get through it - just not a quickly as everyone else … love FB xxxxxxxxxxxxx