Good morning everyone,
Once again thankyou all for your kind words & support it means so much to no there’s other people I can talk to that has been through wot I’m goin through now (not that that’s a good thing) unfortunatly sandietoes I can rush through the results I will have to wait another week after the biopsy before getting the results I so agree tho there should be clinics where u can find out there and then I think the worse part is the waiting and not knowing the things that have gone through my head these last 2 days is unbelievable & I have at least another week of this I’m not eating not sleeping all because of the worry of it I think a good drink could be in order tonight thanks again xx
hi hun i really hope you can be strong and not worry until you KNOW answers, i feel in the same boat a little im 25 and have found a nasty lump, everyday i get more scared but im just hugging my children more and telling myself i dont KNOW anything yet. i hope you find answers very soon! xx
Hi there sweetie.
So sorry that you have to join us all here, but you will get lots of support from the wonderful ladies on here.
The waiting really is the pits, please please don’t google, it throws up lots of out of date information which is enough to put you into full panick mode.
Big hugs. xxx
good evenin everyone how are you all? hope your well.
well been back to clinic this mornin had another ultrasound and a biopsy (which really really hurt by the way) now i have to wait for the results of this its all about waiting or so it seems my head feels like its about to explode doin a pretty good job of putting on a brave face if i do say so myself once again thankyou all for the kind comments & supoort hope to speak soon
bambilina xxx
Hi Bambilina
the waiting is horrible. I got though it by spring cleaning the house and working. I now have a very clean house. Just take one day at a time and look after yourself. Eat when you can, I bought myself my favourite foods; it’s a good excuse to spoil yourself.
urgh! i cant stand the sight of food dizzycloud constantly feeling sick and not sleeping much either making sure i drink plenty so i dont get dehydrated the waiting has got to be the hardest part i just want to no either way now xx
hi, is that your daughter in the picture, or you when you were little? Such a sweet girl.
Its just one long wait after another, first for your appointment, then the results of the biopsy. None of them get any easier, its the not knowing that gets to you. I am very impressed you are managing to put a brave face on.
it must be especially hard for you because cancer is already part of your life and it must be hard to imaging that there is any other sort of lump than a cancer. And i suspect with that much cancer in the family you have seen the havoc treatment can play with your life.
But there is still a chance that your lump is something else isnt there??? And even if it does turn out to be cancer, it could be one of the more treatable ones, they dont all need chemo.
However its natural to think about all the possibilities, especially when friends have gone home and children are in bed, and the next week is probably going to pass so slowly. But it will pass. Somebody today posted that the wanted a time machine–wouldn’t that be great.
hi oldandlumpy oh yes the C word has been a big part of my life and im only 24 
its so hard i have seen wot the chemo can does to people but i have also seen the good side of the chemo aswell (my daughter took it really well kept her hair had no sickness or infections) i am preparing myself for hear those words that i have BC then if it turns out not to be that will be such a releif that my sound horrible to some people on here but its wot is getting me through at the moment my mum is worried i can see that so i have to be the strong one for other people.
i am going to try and keep myself busy this week with my little girl to take my mind off it but i no its going to be a struggle xx
I so hope everything is ok for you hun xxx