So, 2 weeks ago, today, there I was at the Princess Grace for my routine mammogram as part of a private medical. Mammogram done, I was sitting in the waiting room catching up on emails expecting the normal ‘you can go now’ message when I was actually asked to come back in for a second mammogram on the right hand side at which time I was also advised that I would need an ultrasound and that the Dr would need to see me… fast forward an hour - not only had I had an ultrasound but a biopsy there and then with my results to follow in two days. Wow, what a journey so far. I feel exhausted. I still can’t quite believe there is a letter from the consultant with my name on it and the word ‘cancer’ in the text but there is. I understand I am incredibly lucky it has been found so early, G2, 14 mm. Next appointment on 21st August, not sure what that entails but surgery provisionally booked for 20th September. I feel very supported by everyone in the medical world I have touched so far but also very lonely at home, trying not to show my partner when a wave of fear washes over me and knowing it could be so much worse. My usual amazing sleep quality has deserted me and I now spend hour after hour watching the clock in the early hours. Been out to buy some sleep remedies today to try and help this whilst I continue the unknown journey. Off to the Lake District for a walking holiday the week before my surgery (which I am really focussing on) - so delighted my sister and partner will be joining us. I have found this forum today and, normally being a very private person, I found myself being drawn to post my very short BC journey, looking for some friends to share it with…
Welcome Anita ,lots of ladies here who are going through the same thing or who are now out the other side.The very early days are very hard and not matter how supportive your friends and family are it can feel very lonely as it’s hard for anyone who hasnt been through it to understand .There is a night owls thread for people who are having trouble sleeping and may be able to keep each other company .Good that you have a holiday to focus on.Lots of support and advice here.Jill.
Hi Anita Jane,
So sorry to hear of your news, but so pleased you have found this forum. The ladies on here are a wonderful source of support and we are with you every step of the way.
The emotions you are feeling are perfectly normal and you are close to having your bc dealt with now. The outcomes are very positive especially with early diagnosis and there are many of us here that are out the other side.
There are lots of different areas of the forum and you can join in as and when you need specific support.
Sending you love and positive thoughts
Donna
Hi anitajane
Welcome to the forum.
So sorry that you have found yourself here. But there will be lots of lovely ladies on here who will help and support you as much as possible. Sometimes its easier to write these things down and also to share with those who know exactly how your feeling.
Your BC has been caught early and so there is no reason why you can’t expect anything other than a positive outcome.
As you go through your journey, join the Going through Treatment threads, where you can chat to other ladies going through the same as you.
Sending a gentle hug xx
Welcome Anita, sorry you find yourself here but as the other ladies have said, this forum is a great place to seek and find support from others who are going through it or have been through it. The hardest time is waiting, whether that is for surgery or for results. Once the treatment starts or the surgery is done, it becomes easier to cope with. Try to enjoy your holiday knowing that you are in good hands and it will soon be dealt with (easier said than done I know! ) . Nic xx
Just to add my welcome too Anita.
It’s all such a shock when first diagnosed, but there’s those of us here who are where you are now, as well as further down the road & out the other side.
Thank goodness for mammograms! Mine was found early by routine screening in Feb last year, treatment was completed within a few months & then back to life as normal.
It will soon feel better when the treatment plan’s confirmed & you start treatment.
At this stage, it helps to take it a stage at a time & it’s good you have your walking holiday to focus on.
Even with family & friends, it can feel lonely at times, so do come & chat whenever you need to.
ann x