I would be highly hounered to be one of your invisable friends. I do remember who you are now after just reading about your son and your Dad. I am so sorry to hear you must be so busy looking after your boy and also dad. You must be one very strong lady to be going through what you are especially what life had thrown at you with this bloody BC. I stopped coming on here after my treatment but now I am glad I came back especially after speaking to you. I think it does help because we can all say things to each other on here that we wouldnt dream of saying to our family or friends. I now realise I have been very selfish all through my illness mine was nothing compared to some of use ladies on here. Also I gave my husband quite a bad time of it as well. I did say some terrible things to him I felt at the time the more evil I could be the better I knew it wasent me but I couldnt stop myself. I just thank god now that I dont feel like that anymore and he has forgiven me in fact he doesnt mention it. I do hope life treats you better soon I will be thinking about you Take Care Linda xxxx
Thought would join in … K you know I think you are a very courageous and brave lady, with everything you are going through right now and what you have been through too. And no matter what you think, you don’t moan at all, you just do what we all do, post our feelings to help us feel better. You have helped many of us out on here with your kind words and support (even though you tried to confuse us too with your change of name, and I was one of the thickies that too ages to work it out … LOL).
Anyway, you take care of yourself and let us know how you are. Brain gone dead, but am sure you have something on tomorrow too … am I right? If so good luck, and if not, well just think of me as a blonde bimbo, who’s brain has done a runner!!!
Linda - I say horrible things to my hubby too, but think it is normal, as we are going through so much emotionally and physically, and although they are going through it too, they are the nearest and dearest to us, and alas, take the brunt of it, and my kids do too sometimes, as I am a bit snappy sometimes. Think will help with Sophie going back to preschool next week and just signed her up for singing/dancing/drama class on Saturdays - 3 hours every week - she will lurve it!!
Take care all
Love
Dawn
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Gosh, I am soooooooooooooo long winded, and just dribble on for ages … anyone awake still … LOL