hi Zotam
i understand exactly what you are all going through, check my history. but in sep 06 i had brain radiotherapy which kept things at bay for 5 months. when they started to grow back and as i am her2+ i was put on the the lapatanib/capectaibine trial which again worked for 1 year until i had 3 fits in feb 08. off all cancer treatment now while they sort out fit tablets and steroids. have just finished 5 days of brain radio so lets hope it works. i have a 17 year old so every second counts, all i can say is keep fighting keep strong and take anything they offer you. i have sorted all my affairs letters to Louise/husband/sister/brother, said what i want had my funeral etc its all about having control for as long as possible.
there is another girl kitkat on the secondaries forum who also had brain radio in aug 06 and she is still clear of any symptoms so there is hope.
i do hope this helps but i do sometimes feel desperate, feel free to contact if you want. my birthday monday age 48 never thought i’d make that.
Mitsou