Hi Seren, I had invasive lobular cancer, and yes, the mammogram was negative and the ultrasound inconclusive. I had a suspicion, so I pushed for a biopsy - they took three samples and they came back positive. The ILC was 4cm. Grade 2, Stage 2. I was lucky, my lymph nodes were clear. One mastectomy later and I am now ostensibly cancer free, although just to be on the safe side, I am having a contralateral mastectomy when I do the reconstruction next month. I, like you, don’t altogether trust mammograms any more.
The symptoms which took me to the docs in the first place were as a result of my general need to keep informed and to find out what to look out for. I noticed a small dimple to the left of my nipple when I raised my arm, and when I leaned forwards with no bra on, I noticed that my left nipple started pointing West instead of straight forward like the other one!
I have had benign breast lumps all my adult life, fibroadenomae, and have been backwards and forwards having mammograms and examinations. This time, I had a fibrous lump which was growing, very slowly, but this wasn’t the tumour. The tumour was underneath it. They had told me that the fibroadenoma would go away in time but that if it didn’t, I should go back to get it checked. So those three symptoms made me start the process.
It would have been easy to accept the negative mammogram and go back home having considered myself reassured. But I kind of knew, I trusted my gut feeling and asked for the only really reliable diagnostic tool, the biopsy. I truly believe that by doing that, I probably saved myself from an early death. Scans are all very well, but they do miss about 10% of breast cancers. If you think something is not right, it probably isn’t. It did show up very clearly on the MRI scan, but as you know they’re expensive and they don’t do them without good reason on the NHS. I was already diagnosed by the time I got that.
Also you shouldn’t worry about wasting the doctors’ time, they will be as pleased as you if there is really nothing there. From my experience, I would say, the mammogram will give you a good indication. But if you have other symptoms - any kind of change in shape or feel or skin texture at all - go and get it checked out.
Luckily, you are in the system now anyway so you should definitely get a response if you raise a question or an anxiety about a symptom. Worrying doesn’t do anything, but taking action does!