I had a masectomy / reconstruction chemotherapy and radiotherapy i didnt have my lymphnodes removed as there was only speckles in the first node and the second node was clear so they said that they could be over treating me if they removed all of them ,2 1/2years later im still terrified its going to come back in my lymph nodes and constantly pressing and checking some days i think theres a lump and other days i think no theres not is there a high chance it would come back in the lymph nodes i so wish they had taken them out now .
We have all been in the same boat, unfortunately never stop worrying after a cancer diagnosis, give you breast cancer team a call for chat and hopefully some reassurance.
Try not to worry (easily said) wishing you well going forward.
I am the same. Mastectomy, chemo and radiotherapy. I had 3 lymph nodes removed and some cancer in one of them.
I was advised I could have them removed, have radiotherapy or do nothing. I was told radiotherapy would deal with anything that might be there. I believe there are studies that show radiotherapy is as good as removal with less chance of lymphoedema.
I had a lot of sleepless nights coming to my decision and am still trying to move on following my diagnosis and treatment. My diagnosis was June 2021.
Hi gillie thankyou so much for your response that makes me feel at ease a little i had 3 weeks of radium too ,yes i was march 2021 and unfortunately still battling mentally everyday but times a healer so they say im hoping that is the case …thankyou
Thank you for posting.
It is understandable that 2 and half years from your treatment, you are anxious about your lymph nodes and risk of cancer coming back. As @Tili and @gillieb mention, nearly everyone who has been treated for cancer worries about it coming back (recurrence) and you’re not alone in being anxious about this. The uncertainty and fear of breast cancer returning is very real. At first, every ache or pain may frighten you, but most people find the anxiety lessens as the time goes on.
It is normal practice to have a sentinel lymph node biopsy if tests before surgery show no evidence of the lymph nodes containing cancer cells. If the results show there are cancer cells in the sentinel lymph node, depending on how much is found you may be recommended further treatments such as surgery to remove some or all of the remaining lymph nodes, radiotherapy to the underarm or no further treatment to the underarm as long as you are having radiotherapy to the breast and chemotherapy or hormone therapy.
You say there were only speckles in the first node. Your doctor may have used the term isolated tumour cells (ITCs) or micrometastases when discussing your results. If you are diagnosed with ITCs or micrometastases, you will not usually need any further treatment for your underarm as recommended by the Nice guidelines which you find here.
Many people are surprised at how emotional they feel when their treatment finishes. Adapting to life after treatment can be difficult and often the need for information and support continues.
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Dr Peter Harvey a Consultant Clinical Psychologist wrote about how people can feel after treatment has finished. Although the article is many years old and not specific to breast cancer the emotional issues discussed remain relevant. You can read this through the following link
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