Hi @bea4 glad to hear you are surviving the Red Devil. 
The name definitely matches the impact doesnt it. Forget the colour association. And we willingly go and sit in that chair 
???.
The fatigue is my worst side effect like you. Its like having 1kg weights attached to every tissue in my body. 
. But rather than feeling im on a fitness regime I feel like the ground is sucking me up into it with all the weight 
. But Ive seen lots of films, dramas, documentaries on IPlayer, that I would never have time to watch, so i’m feeling well stimulated on that front. 
. Often I fall asleep half way through 
, but the beauty of Iplayer is I just watch it again another time. 
I Treat myself to a McDonald’s Drive through yesterday. It was so exciting
. All these things I took for granted, now they are real novelties.
PICC flushed today and bloods taken. So, here we go round 3 in the morning. 
Freezer is full, bought some puddings for treats this time…
Ready for the marathon toilet run after all that fluid intake 
Have no idea how we do this, but we do…so we ARE strong ladies even though often we feel rather useless. But our strength is not in muscle, its in shere determination and an ability to get up in the morning even when we feel we’ve had enough. And get to hospital for another round in that comfy chair (it is a comfy recliner). Surrounded by wonderful chemo Nurses, who work so hard to make us better.
That is true strength.
You keep smiling @bea4 . You are a true champion. 
