message for Elaine…
message for Elaine… Hi my friend, it’s Cathy here!!
I have just been reading some of your recent posts and I’m so sorry you have been feeling so low. If I was near you I would give you the biggest hug and have a magic wand to lift your spirits!! What was it again ? Gin ? Scotch ? Brandy ? !!!
You are going through so much and I wish I could send you something that would help you get through it. All I can send is my very bad jokes, cyberhugs and offer you my friendship and support ( bad jokes are questionable but friendship isn’t !)
I am always here if you need either another bad joke or a sounding board !
I know i am going to need to have a moan soon so maybe we can have a moan together !!! Two moans are better than one !!!
Take care and lots of love,
Cathy xxxxxxx
Thank you Cathy Hi Cathy,
Thank you so much for your kind message, and hugs they are greatly appreciated.
I think if it was just the cancer i was trying to get through i could manage…just…but its the breakdown of my marriage as well, the two seem to clash and i am blaming myself for both. I keep telling myself i have been given a second chance after surgery to enjoy life but at this moment in time i cannot seem to see any future just darkness. Without these chats with people who understand i do not know where i would be, just feeling i am a burden to family and friends…i know deep down that is not so…but still feel low and alone. Am of to see doctor this afternoon and explain that i cannot cope any more, hopefully she will point me in the right direction.
The other problem is that i do not work was looking for a job just be i was diagnosed but obviously that has had to be put on hold.
I am sure there is light at the end of the tunnel, somewhere…just wish i could see it…
Enough moaning, thanks again for being there.
Lots of love Elainexxxxx