Monday already-hospital appointment looms

Not sure what to put really, have an appt at 12.30 today, i found a lump last thursday night, GP wouldnt/couldnt see me Friday so i contacted my Macmillan nurse who got me in for today.
I have swung between- theres nothing there/its all in my imagination to crikey, i can feel a second one near by!!!
Hubby could feel something too though and it feels deeper than the last time I had BC- sort of like a nut( if that makes sense) almost feels as if you could pick it up???
The waiting is awful, im turning into a jabbering wreck so i’ll leave or you lovely ladies in peace and go for a bath i think before I go loopy!!!
Wondering how everyone else is today?
Lou x

Just seen your post. Too late to give you any calming words so just want to say I hope it went as well as possible and there’s not too much hanging around for results. It is a horrible frightening time but even if you should get an unwanted result you have got through it once and will find a way to get through it again - keeping everything crossed for you that this is a false alarm. Let us know how you are, hugs, Julie x

Hi

Just seen your post as well, no time for encouragement now but hope everything went OK for you.

Best wishes M

Hello Lou,

Sorry no-one saw your post in time to send encouraging words to you before your appt - really hope you’ve gone on ok, and am thinking about you. Please let us know whenever you’re able.

Much love,
Shelley xxx

Hi Lou,

I had very good news, after all that worry, really, really hope you are ok, please come back soon, have been thinking about you all day. You were absolutely fantastic helping me and I will be always so grateful for your kindness, hope to hear from you soon xx

Hello Katy!

Glad you got good results! xxx

Morning everyone,
Thanks for all the lovely messages - lets all breath a sigh of relief-all clear!!!
Consultant was fabulous and sent me for a mammogram and ultrasound but its clear and nothing nasty, just something i’ve not felt before! phew!!!
Glad to hear about you Katy - bet your feeling much better today!
Hope everyone else is fine today?
Much love,
Lou xx

Thank goodness Lou!!! I was so worried!
Have still got nausea problems doc saying it’s not tamoxifen so still have to have the camera thingy and some scans but feel so relieved the lumps are fine. I think every lump or bump will make us freak now, but I’m so glad I took your advice, so Lou many thanks again.
Thank you too Shelley61!!
hugs to us all xx

Hi Katy,
Thanks for the lovely comment! I felt a bit daft after i’d been to the hospital, worried they would think I was being over dramatic, maybe that’ll teach me to poke and prod myself about so often! lol
Im so glad to hear all is ok with you ( lump wise), I hope they find out what’s causing the sicky feeling soon, maybe we can all relax a little more now(?)
I hope I was of some help for you over the last few days,my heart goes out to you, the worry is so immense its takes over everything, and I so felt for you having to go through that having been there myself before.
Wishing you the very best,be in touch soon,
Loads of love to you and of course all the other lovelies on this forum
Lou xxxx

Oh Lou - so glad you are ok. I kept coming on here to check, n then as soon as I nip out for a little while, you tiptoe on here - lol!

You did the right thing in reporting something you’d not felt before - so don’t berate yourself. I bet the hospital said exactly the same thing to you too.

It’s great news for you - take care of yourself!

With much love,
Shelley xxx

Katy, hi - just wanted to say hope you go on ok with the scans and camera test. Nausea is horrible, n hopefully it’ll be something easily treated. I have a hiatus hernia that gives me no problems these days, but I used to have a horrible sick feeling and as if I had a lump in my throat. I hope it’s something like that with you, cos they can give you medication for it which really helps.

With much love,
Shelley xxx

Shelley61, I was doing the same, kept looking at the post all morning/last night then just popped out, and when I came back it was there, was so relieved for Lou!!! I don’t know how you can stop the paranoia, I suppose it’s just time and because the bc breast feels so different now you can’t really compare breasts. I think you just have to go with your own feelings and if something doesn’t seem right get it checked says me whose head was stuck in the sand??? But really would not do that again.
This is the 8th week of nausea, it’s very draining, did you have scans and test too? This is my 3rd lot of anti nausea tabs, they don’t put the nausea completely away it sort of stays in the background. Getting really fed up now, thanks for your help girls lots of hugs xx

tillie, can I ask how you are? how did you get on today? my heart goes out to you. Im Jo, had breast scan last thurs, had recall letter friday, going hos thurs x

Hi Jo,
Ahhhhhhh bless you, a waiting game for you- how awful.I think we all understand how that feels.
I had ultrasound and mammo straight away and results all clear - just a fatty lump i’ve not noticed before, and i don’t have a proper boob on the other side to compare it too! They were all so understanding, though i did feel as if i was making a fuss about nothing!
Will be thinking of you big time on Thursday, please let us know how you are, were here if you need us,
Katy!! Hi!
I snook in when you weren’t looking-sorry!! heehee
So glad to hear that every things o’k with you, lets hope they sort the nausea asap, be in touch again later,
loads and loads of love,
Lou xxxx