good morning all i have felt this site to be a great help and thank you all so much for replying i dont feel so isolated after reading posts on here that my emotions are normal ive been more scared of loosing my mind as my mood swings have took me by surprise but also feel better knowing im not the only one to feel this i think il feel better as you say when i actually get a treatment plan an know what im supposed to do its a strange time but i have a good family structure and 5 children ranging from 30 to 10 so lots of support im slowly feeling more positive and i applaud all the brave ladies on this forum for there positive and brave outlook and its nice to talk to people who are in similar positions has breast cancer doesnt run in my family its a bit hard explaining your feelings and concerns to family members who no nothing about it and tbf neither do i but im feeling more positive today and am going for lunch with my daughters late bday treat so looking forward to that much love to you all and thank you again for replies 
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Have a lovely day with your daughter and so glad to hear that you are feeling more positive.
Helena xxx
thank you so much just what i needed xx