Hi everyone
I was dx march 2008. not been on here for a while.
I’m not the person i was before i was dx. i don’t laugh as much as i did and always feel my mood is low. i still have pain in the surgery area and still have chemo brain. not too mention all the other probs chemo has left me with. i just don’t feel that i’m the same person. i am very lonely. its amazing the people that turn their backs on you, people you were there for through their bad times, that hurts. i want to laugh like i did before. this might sound stupid but i feel that i have brain damage, i often feel vacant, i have been doing puzzle games and sometimes that helps but other times i feel clueless. any the ‘oldies’ feeling like this. x