well today is the day, im off to the clinic this afternoon. is a military operation trying to organise husband to be back from work in time, and arrangning for 4yr old to go to friends house, (taking baby with us). i hope i get some good news today and will not have to join this group, although you are all fab. and very courageous. feel quite sick at the thought of needles in my boob. whatever it takes. will be back on later to update you all…have a nice day.