I’ve been around the waiting area for what seems like ages now! First I was waiting for bone scan results, and now its CT and MRI results I’m waiting for. However the waiting is almost over because at 9am on monday I’ll be seeing my onc and getting the long awaited results. Actually, its not really been long at all yet it feels like an eternity!
I am soooooo nervous. I know my bone scan picked something up, which was why I was then sent for the CT and MRI. So I know its not just ‘nothing’, but whether the ‘something’ is anything to worry about remains to be seen. My gut instinct is that the news will not be good, but maybe I’m just trying to prepare myself and so don’t want to build my hopes up. I’ve managed to stay reasonably calm throughout the week but knew this weekend would be a toughie.
The results I get on monday could change my life forever and thats what scare me. When I try to put monday to the back of my mind I can’t quite seem to do it.
Best wishes to anyone else who finds themselves in a similar position,
Just want to send you lots of love and offer a hand to hold.I think you have my phone number so ring if you want to talk.Thinking of you and will be looking for your post on Monday.
Love Valxx
thank you so much for your support. Apologies for not ringing you, not really in a chatty place right now but I promise I will give you a call v.soon.
I’ll be sure to let you know how it goes on monday, at least I’ve got the first appt of the day. No doubt I’ll be trying to read doc ag’s face when I see him to see whether the news will be good or bad!
hey Kelly,
Will be thinking about you on Monday. I’ve been getting ‘twinges’ in my hip and been waking at night in a cold sweat worrying about it, so have a tiny bit of an idea how you feel.
cheers
caroline
Oh lord. I will be thinking of you Kelly. You were such a tower of strength, love and hope when I started this journey nearly two years ago. I so hope that Monday brings you good news my love. You have helped me so much in this vile journey. I seem to be ok I hope. Let me pass that good blessing on to you.
Kelly - stay on this thread so we can keep holding your dear hand.
well the results are in and the news is good (well, sort of), hurrah!!! Although there is ‘something’ on my lumbar spine, a ‘thickening’ to my pelvis and a ‘??cyst’ on my spleen my onc doesn’t think any of these suggest bc spread!
He was very careful with his choice of words but, for now at least, the news is good. He will be monitoring me closely now just to be on the safe side.
I’m sure you’ll all appreciate how relieved me and OH were when we got the news. This has really given me a scare and I intend to absolutely live life to the fullest now. On the way home we went and rejoined our local golf club, which we haven’t been members of for 2 years. I’m also gonna get in trim so I can have my recon asap. Life is definately for living!!
Thank you all so much for your unwavering support. I am so grateful to each and every one of you
Best wishes to all and good luck to those of you who are waiting for results,
So very very relieved to hear your news. I try not to answer when people ask me whether this lot has changed my life. But you join that golf club! And try not to worry (ho ho). That irritating bus may get us first! But seriously Kelly I am so pleased for you. And thanks again for being such a star for me, and many others.
I am so pleased for you… and hope you are enjoying celebrating this!
I have my results on Friday 13th… my first lot of results ever were on Friday 13th so hope this is not a bad omen as these showed spread to my lymph nodes last time!