Hi @rosek
I ‘m sorry that you seem to have had such a negative experience with so little information and especially with the tattoos .If you have been offered a Holistic Needs Assessment or have a good relationship with your BCN service then if you have any remaining questions to resolve ( this happened to me in relation to something else ) they may be able to sit down with you and to discuss them which may give you some resolution and them some pointers for improvement.
To @ibizan55 and anyone else who is worried and struggling with terminology - in relation to the different terms for the therapy and whether tattoos are used or not and if you can keep your clothes on often depends on the machines that are available at your radiotherapy centre . If you don’t want tattoos then permanent marker pen which will eventually wash off is sometimes an option. I had the tattoos but it was painless and they’re just tiny dots one of which is barely visible at all now - but I know not everyone has been as lucky with theirs . I did lie with my top half exposed but I was given a Hospital gown every day to walk to and from the machine and wore a stretchy crop top that I could pull down at the last minute . I had a shoulder injury and the staff were very helpful and understanding when it came to positioning me .
My treatment was in Leeds and I saw on our regional news programme recently that they have new machines now which no longer require patients to be tattooed and I’m sure there will be other improvements too.
As regards dose I had 26gy over 5 treatments - the alternative would have been 40gy over 15 treatments . When I had mine the lower dose 5 day protocol had only recently come in for low grade cases and my Oncologist didn’t know which I had been selected for and I think was a bit confused about it herself because she thought the dose was the same whether it was 5 or 15 treatments and it was a member of the radiotherapy team in a pre- treatment phone call who explained the lower dose to me and offered to get me another appointment with an Oncologist to go through it again. Mine was whole breast radiation , I was assured on asking that they wouldn’t go near my lymph nodes so there should not be any increase in risk of lymphoedema.
Depending on your age and histology you may be offered radiotherapy to the axilla or boosts - extra treatment to a particular area. You have to sign a consent form before you can have radiotherapy - it is really hard to get the information you want sometimes but don’t sign it if you’re not sure . And remember that as with surgery they have to tell you about the complications . My BCN had sent me a load of information from Breast Cancer Now and other sources including on radiotherapy so I read it ahead of time and please ask your BCN if they can send you stuff. You could also speak to the Nurses on the helpline .
I’m a Nurse and I didn’t ask for a thyroid protector but I do trust my Radiographer colleagues a lot to get the rads where they are supposed to be going probably because I’ve had good working relationships with so many of them for so long . I was told ( by a Radiographer ) that Dentists tend to be the worst users of radiation so I ask for a thyroid protector when I’m being X rayed at the Dentist now.
As mine was on the right I didn’t have to worry about breath holding though I did learn the technique just in case . The Radiotherapy team sent me a video beforehand about it and the treatment and exercises to do afterwards to prevent tissue contraction - though that side is possibly a little tighter than it was before. I’m also asthmatic but I haven’t noticed any worsening of my condition and it’s been 3 and a half years now.
I don’t think there’s any way to tell how much time people will need to take off sick or recover afterwards as people respond differently and everyone’s work / life situation is different . From reading other threads some people have not needed any time off others have had prolonged fatigue. I was able to drive myself the 40 minutes each day to and from my 5 appointments through a busy city that I wasn’t entirely familiar with though I did have to stop and have coffee and sit down after each treatment .
About 3 days after finishing I was hit with fatigue that was really bad for 3 days and was still quite debilitating for the next week . Overall it took 3 months to recover but I can’t put it all down to radiotherapy as I was emotionally and physically used up anyway . My Mum died a few months before I was diagnosed and the end of my radiotherapy coincided with the anniversary of her death and unsurprisingly this adversely affected my frail elderly Dad as well and after 2 weeks of rest I was trying my best to visit him regularly and support him whilst recovering not just from radiotherapy but also my shoulder injury ( unrelated to breast treatment ) and cope with the side effects of hormone therapy . I’m lucky in that I work for the NHS and my half pay lasted until after I returned to work but if I’d had the option to work from home as some people do I might have been back in work sooner . Remember that cancer and cancer treatments entitles you to reasonable adjustments.
I had a red swollen breast for quite some time as well but my skin did not break down and now my breast looks pretty good considering all it’s been through.
Like you @rosek I did wonder if I should have radiotherapy - my cancer was so small and early and of a kind that rarely spreads so considering that you can’t repeat radiotherapy to the same area ( though I’m thinking there may be exceptions ) it seemed a bit of a waste . However I needed to have it to fulfil the conditions of my medical trial and I had a distrust of the hormone therapy - the benefit to me of taking that for 5 years was very small and my surgeon felt it would be reasonable for me to stop if I didn’t get on with it . I didn’t get on with it and called it quits after 5 months so I’m glad I at least had the extra protection of the radiotherapy which I have been told cuts local recurrence by 50% .
Well done if you’ve got to the end of this and sending love to those of you struggling with decisions / side effects and uncertainty . Xx