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I can so relate to this having had so many friends and family affected by cancer, I hate the word, I nursed my dad last year until he died from lung cancer and I also lost my mother in law a few years before , I sometimes think I got bc because I was not eating well enough or that it was my punishment, stupid I know , I know rationally that it just happens even if there are no risk ffactors. To date I have had 9 friends / family affected