Hi all,
Well my first ever attempt at a one at a forum, but I think I could do with some moral encouragement.
Age 38, in the British Army, don’t drink don’t smoke however; two weeks ago I went back to my doctor with a odd shaped lump, originally (Feb 15) they said nothing to worry about as only a few months after breast feeding stopped so I didn’t ask for it to referred. Thai time she told me the same but agreed I could go for an ultrasound. Both doctors at the clinic said that it felt fine but would check… 15 mins later I was sent for a mammogram and then within 30 mins had three core samples taken. Shocked was not the word. The nurse told me it did not look good but when my results where in they would have a care plan in place. From those words alone I have realised it is probably BC. I am terrified, I have had the emotional roller coaster for the past 10 days trying to be positive for all my family. Some days I am scared that my two Year old daughter will not get to walk to school with her mummy. Other days I think just a blip I can deal with. However 15 hours until I go back for my results and now cannot sleep or even seem to rest. I know that no one has the answer but any advice on approaching tomorrow would be great. Thanks in advance