Hi
don’t know what to do with myself today, camt eat, cant sit still, cant concentrate, snapping at the kids then crying, it even hurts to breathe.
had needle aspiration in november 2011 was told 2 weeks later that i had a benign fibronoma but becuase of my age (47) it would be better out but no rush - had surgery on 9th jan , went back 2 weeks later for wound check and final results and told that abnormal cells had been found on he egde of the tumour and needed further testing and to come back again a week later (tomorrow)
my nerves are now shot to peices, as its been 2 months since the needle aspiration and i still dont know if i have cancer. i have lost 1 1/2 stone but its not a diet i’d reccomend to anyone.
Am going to blitz the house and do something positive with all this nervous energy.
I am ever so sorry to hear of your worries. I had the same feelings as you before I got my final diagnosis on the 21st Dec. All of the ladies and gents on this site have experienced the same emotions and roller coaster ride you are having at present. It is never easy to deal with illness and the waiting for results is the most horrid time but you will feel more in control once you have been at the hospital tomorrow. keep your chin up and I will be thinking of you on Monday and keep my fingers and everything else I can crossed that your results are going to be fine. If you feel in need of a chat please give the ladies on the Helpline a ring, they are a real treasure and understand our feelings and emotions.
I feel exactly the same. Was diagnosed with breast cancer last Wednesday, had bone scan, CT and MRI scans on Thursday and getting the results tomorrow night. I can’t sleep or eat very much - in fact I have just been to the GP to get some sleeping tablets!! I am just keeping my fingers crossed that nothing else shows up on the scans. I will then have to have a mastectomy and deal with the treatment after that.