Dear Saphire, you are not moaning and you are definately not alone. Do try and get along to the Macmillan centre at the Princess Royal today if you possibly can where you can sit down have a cuppa, and talk to someone in person. Do also call the Breast cancer now helpline 0800 800 6000 or the macmillan helpline which is open 8am -8 pm 7 days a week on 0800 808 0000. I am also coping alone and have called the wonderful nurses on these lines many times when I have been feeling worried or scared. Do let me know how you are getting on. Love Tulip x
P.S. The Penny Brohn cancer charity have an online relaxation class over Zoom this afternoon at 5pm- 5.45pm. It is free to join. Go to their website and search for online sessions. I do it most weeks X