Sorry you went through this @William and that you’re still feeling anxious. I’m going to explore anti anxiety and antis depressant drugs. Because I also have to come off HRT and testosterone (which was partly for managing anxiety, but it wasn’t really working) I am likely to need something else to help me cope.
I spoke with a friend this morning, and we were discussing ‘Biographical Renewal’. I’m hoping to explore this more to find strategies to help me cope better.
I hope you can find a way to find inner calm. Best wishes.
That sounds incredibly heavy to carry on your own. Waiting for results is one of the hardest parts — the uncertainty can really take over your thoughts. You’re definitely not alone in feeling that fear and frustration. It’s good that you trusted your gut and went back to get it checked; that kind of self-awareness matters. I hope your appointment brings clear answers and a plan that helps ease your mind a bit. Sending you strength while you wait.
Well now then….so I have a new primary in the other breast to last time, but also presence in my other side in the sculls node, which they don’t know if is from the original cancer 5yrs ago or the new….will be CT and MRI next week for full staging….sh!t!
Oh @2ndtimeve my love. My heart is absolutely reaching out to you. I am so sorry that you have had this news. It is utterly horrible and I just don’t have the right words for you. I think that’s because what is a right word when you get this kind of news. Just know I am thinking of you. We are all in this together. Sending so much love x
