Does anyone else feel like this. I am busy sewing bags. quilts, angel swags all for my daughters. I am taking photos getting the house all straight and know I am doing all these things because I feel time may be running out for me I don’t want to have this feeling of urgency all the time does anyone else feel like this love to all Eileen
all the time Eileen
Keep thinking this might be my last Christmas (hope it won’t be but who knows)so every day is precious
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Jools
Oh ladies,
I am not sure I have felt like that but then although still living with me my boys are all grown up so perhaps I am not so worried about who will take care of things.
I have thought about my funeral service though but only on the bad days.
I have put my Christmas tree up twice since diagnosis and I will again this year, that’s a real goal for me as I was dx’d Christmas 05.
Cheers
Carol
Hi Ladies,
I was diagnosed with inflammatory bc Sept 05 and then bone mets three weeks later, convinced xmas 05 was going to be my last!
Still here and onc says I’m doing very well so got to stay positive!
Take care,
Denio x
Yes I do Eileen. Sometimes I feel manic then other days I can hardly get out of bed. I was on anti depressants and stopped them a week ago as I felt so tired and had dry blurred eyes. I can feel the depression coming back but am determined not to go back on the pills. I have lots of knitting projects on the go and try to distract myself when I start thinking black thoughts. It’s hard. I didn’t even need all the treatment others have had as I found my lump early and it hadn’t spread. I have been told that it is stage 1, grade 2, 2cm and Er+. Am on tam for 5 years and have had surgery and rads…it is human nature to worry Eileen, particularly when they won’t say you are clear or cured. Keep busy but don’t wear yourself out.
Love
Debbie
Hi Eileen
Christmas isn’t a big deal in our family so not used it for the dreadful datum line, but I am hoping I’ll see my 50th birthday next yr as OH is meant to be organising something special! That will be the day!
Yes I do have days when I feel i wont be around much longer, the Mummy diaries was so sad but also an eye opener to how to deal with those left behind, and I must admit to be doing much more of this recently. Hoping my aches and pains are arimidex linked, not bone mets. Oh to be the old me, happy and oblivious!
Oh yeah, just replied to your thread about being tired, is it any wonder after what you have said here!
Love Irene