evening all.
this is a bit of a follow on post from my polyp questioning in the begnin breast conditions section.
i went to my first appointment a few days ago, and have been booked in for removal and biopsy of a small lump under my nipple. while i was in one of the side rooms waiting to see a dr, i was idly watching the clock and having another feel of my nipple. i thought i felt more lumps in a different area (same nipple.) i brushed it off as nerves, and thought i was over thinking things. I have deliberatly tried not to feel my breast too much since initially presenting to my gp as i didnt want to make myself paranoid.
and here i am today. i thought id have another feel whilst in the shower. i DEFINATLY feel two more lumps (same nipple.) i now have three bears…both are smaller than my “superficial” lump, with one of them being tiny! but they are definatly there, and definatly wernt there 3 weeks ago when i initially went to gp.
i cant help but wonder what are the chances of 3 polyps growing this fast? what on earth does grow/spread this fast?!?!
so im left with 2 more pressing questions; should i be ringing my surgeons secretary tomorrow? (he is apparently off sick at the moment.) im having an mri done on monday morning for a totally different matter, and im wondering if its even worth ringing around to see if i should be having my breast scanned at the same time? or should i just forget about it until my pre-op? (im awaiting letters etc re; surgery/further appointments.)
the other question; should i tell my family about the discovery of the new lumps? i told my partner straight away (which i now regret.) my mum cried for hours after my appointment on tuesday with releif. i cant bare the thought of putting her through the stress of waiting, and wondering again.
Im not freaking out and assuming this is cancer. as i have said before, im 26 with hormonal problems, and have had a previous breast reduction. But i cant help but wonder… would i be kicking myself if i woke up after op with rather less breast than i initialy thought i would be?
the consoltant surgeon who i saw didnt appear worried at all. but (understandibly due to my age…) i did not have a mammogram. the only area checked over a few days ago was the immediate area of initial concern.
should i be making more of a fuss?
thanks for reading
bb x