RESULTS
I see the hospital looming
Up in front of me
I don’t want to go there
Oh to be appointment free.
I walk along the corridor
The clinic is ahead
The whole thing upsets me
I’m filled with total dread.
They call my name quite quickly
Not sure if thats good or bad
The horrid bloody treatment room
I suddenly feel so sad.
My nerves are gone completely
the time for results does loom
Just what will he say to me
Will it be doom and gloom?
And so i sit there waiting
Forever it does seem
I don’t think I can take much more
I really want to scream.
My mouths gone very dry
And my body it does shake
how long must they keep me waiting
Just hurray, for Gods sake!
Will He say those words
Everything is totally clear
or will it be abnormal
And fill me with more fear???
Ruthie D
I am not a poet but find release from fear and comfort from writing down my experiences along my breast cancer journey.
Its a journey of scans tests and the dreaded results.
thankfully my xray and blood results were clear but i wrote this before the appointment and left the end as it is as i know some wont have good news.