3 weeks ago i found a small lump in my left breast. I saw my doc on same day and she referred me to the beast clinic. My appointment is tomorrow.
Since 1st finding the lump my breastfeeding has become really painful and seems extra lumpy in areas. I’m unsure whether this is because i haven’t been able to stop poking at it since i found it. I also have pain in my ribs and under my shoulder blade.
I’ve become obsessed with looking up my symptoms online and have lost 11lb in weight since I 1st found the lump.
So frightened about what tomorrow will hold. Constantly feel sick 
Hello Fairyb
Welcome to the forums, this must be a very worrying time for you but you have come to the right place for support from our experienced users who I’m sure will be along to support you soon.
Maybe you would like to talk things through with a member of our helpline staff who are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.
Best wishes
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Hi fairyb
So sorry you are having all this worry but it will be better for you when you get to the clinic 
It could be many things other than BC, which i am sure is your main fear. Over 90% of lumps and bumps are benign.
Keep chatting if it helps or telephone the helpline for a listening ear xx
Many good wishes for tomorrow
Thank you for your kind words. I’ve just seen that you have been to the clinic today. So happy for you that all is okay.
I’m praying I come home tomorrow with the same news. My breast is so tender and bumpy on the upper quadrant especially when pressed even gently and the pain/tenderness travels up to my shoulder and armpit. I’ve done so much Internet trawling that I’ve convinced myself that it’s the worst news heading my way. I keep looking at my children and wanting to cry. It’s also.my youngest sons birthday tomorrow.
Hi fairyb,
Just to let you know that i know exactly what you’re going through. I found a lump a week ago & have been referred to the breast clinic next Monday, since then i’ve noticed swelling under my armpit & am in bits.
I’m also noticing lost of pains, aches, lumps & bumps and am sure it’s just my mind playing tricks, but i can’t help thinking the worst.
I’ve also lost 4lb in 4 days with worry & i’m sure i’ll loose plenty more before Monday.
No additional advice as i can’t take it myself let alone dish it out, but i can send lots of hugs & sympathy & will be here to chat if you want to. Let us know how your appointment goes xxxx
My original post was meant to say breast not breastfeeding :-/
Di473. I’ve seen your post and we are very similar. Except the ages of our children. You’re going through the exact same thing I am. The fear is all consuming and constant. I keep trying to imagine how I would tell my family the news if it is bc. My husband has said we will deal with it 1 day at a time. I’m so thankful I have him to support me. Like you I only hear what I want to hear and reassurance is hard
If you need someone to vent at then pm me. It’s all about support
Thank you Arosie1.
I seem to have slipped into a surreal place at the minute. My app is tomorrow and i can’t see me getting much sleep tonight. I only found this forum today. Its been an emotional 3 weeks. Everything is crossed for the right news tomorrow xx