So worried about these apparent cysts

So, I’ve had problems with the right breast for over 2 years. It seemed to change shape slightly, the nipple is in a slightly different place and without a bra it feels really heavy, and often achey and sore. The pain is non-specific, can change where on the breast it is, and not cyclical. I had a referral to the breast clinic 2 years ago where I was lucky to see the top consultant, u/s and mammo revealed nothing.

So anyway, the problem has rumbled on and off since. I went to see one of the better (imo) GP’s today and its worried me. She examined both breasts (tender on exam) and said they were both pretty lumpy. In particular, one lump on my affected side she said to the student “come and feel this lump, can you feel it”. I didn’t know I had any lumps at all, I cant feel them! She also said the nipple on the affected side was a bit wonky, I think its been like that for a good while actually.

So now I’m worried, naturally I guess. She said that she wasn’t overly concerned (but do they all say that so you don’t panic pre-clinic visit?). She thinks its cysts and the clinic could drain them which would reduce the pain. I said I was going on holiday next week for 10 days, she said she couldn’t refer me immediately as the appointment would come through when I’m away, so I have to phone the medical secretary the very day I get back to get the referral actioned (which also worries me).

Do you think they would have had me in prompt, ie this week, if she was worried? She seemed very certain that in her view she wasn’t overly worried, she thought the lymph nodes felt fine. I don’t know whether to get a private referral in the next 2 days or whether to go on holiday and try not to worry. Its our first abroad holiday in 12 years so I’d like to be able to enjoy it without this lingering in the background.

Hi Katles

I’m sorry to read you’re having such a tough time at the moment.  Whilst you wait for the other users to reply with their knowledge and experiences you might find it helpful to talk things through with a member of staff on the BCC helpline.  Here you can share your thoughts and concerns with someone who will offer you a listening ear as well as emotional support and practical information.  The number to call is 0808 800 6000 and lines are open Monday to Friday 9 to 5pm and Saturday 10 to 2pm.

Best wishes Sam, Facilitator