Hi all,
I found a lump in my breast a couple of weeks ago and have an appointment at the breast clinic on Monday. I am going out of my mind with worry, struggling to concentrate and not eating properly
The GP I saw was lovely and said she thought there would be nothing to worry about and it was most likely a cyst. She referred me to the clinic because I was in a bit of a state at my appointment and she’s been in the same boat herself, so she said it was a belt and braces job and then I would have peace of mind. Even though she’s told me this, I am absolutely terrified. My anxiety is in overdrive and I’ve even convinced myself that she was only being nice to not worry me, but has referred me because she’s felt something suspicious
I have two little boys, 4 & 2, and the thought of me being ill or possibly not being here is terrifying me. I feel close to tears all the time and seem to be getting worse the closer the appointment gets 
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Of course you do. It’s completely natural but that doesn’t help you, I know. Try and hang on to what your doctor has said, about her thinking it will be a cyst. I was in a state when it happened to me and had a short course of Valium off the GP to calm me until my appointment. Have you got someone to go with you- a good idea so they can jot down anything you are told. I know you have 2 little ones to care for but walking outside can be a good stress reliever. It is the worse time, waiting, but it will pass. Take care. X
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Thanks for your reply
Yes, my husband is coming with me because I know I will be in an absolute panic come Monday morning.
It’s just so hard not to think the worst, even if you’ve been told it’s most likely nothing. There’s always that little part of your brain that thinks ‘what if?’
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Hi dancingdolly, I’m in exactly the same boat as you. Referred last week and have an appointment at the clinic on Weds next week as found a lump in my breast the week before - my GP also told me she thought it was most likely a cyst. I was on holiday in Cornwall last week so found it much easier to distract myself and not worry but now i’m home it’s all I can think about. I’m finding myself looking for signs everywhere that it either is or isn’t what i’m scared of which is deeply unhelpful and illogical as well! I am finding it most helpful to think about all the positive stories about those who do find themselves diagnosed with BC in terms of how good treatment is these days.
Nothing to do but wait I guess, but i’ve found reading this forum so reassuring and am going to try and keep busy this weekend.
Will have everything crossed for you next week as well!
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Oh bless you, the waiting is so awful isn’t it! I hope you had a lovely time on your holiday and it was a good distraction! I’ll keep everything crossed for you! X
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