This is getting harder

This is getting harder

This is getting harder I’ve been waiting for the results of a fine needle aspiration which I was told I would have today, I’ve just phoned to be told I’m not likely to get them until tomorrow. I had geared myself up for today and now I am an emotional wreck, I know it’s only 24 more hours but at this point I honestly don’t know how much more waiting I can take. I can’t eat and I feel sick with worry, at least I thought I would know one way or the other today. It feels like this process is hard enough without having to wait longer then I expected to.

can understand that you are devastated to have to wait longer for your results. when l was waiting the night before my appy l felt like going to the hospital and breaking in to get MY results-felt obcene that all those people knew before me and l was in the dark. Its very unfair of them to let you down but unfortunatly that seems to be standard!
thinking of you and sending loads love sharon x