I just want to post that all my treatment finished today, and it feels like a cloud has lifted. I’m looking forward to getting my life back.
I went to the MacMillan centre at Mount Vernon after, had a cup of tea, a great big hug, shed a few tears and a chat about moving on.
Thank goodness for a place like that to be able to go to.
On my way home I got myself 2 big bunches of flowers and now happily sharing a chair with my darling kitty.
I cried leaving the hospital on my last rads, it had been s long road with thd op, Chemo, rads. But it was tears of relief. You enjoy this lovely feeling. People said I’d feel down maybe but I didn’t really, just a bit introspective . X
I also finished radio today, left the hospital and promptly burst into tears - of relief I guess - but then couldn’t stop. Couldn’t face going into work, sobbed my way home in a taxi and howled once inside the door. Apparently this is quite a common reaction but the random emotion of it all still surprises me. Now feeling a bit emotionally wasted - but tomorrow is another day…as Scarlett once said!