Want t jump in Th car n just drive. Away

Sorry just feelin fed up. Finished all treatment diagnosed a year ago on Th 9thdec 2 operations chemo radio finished a few weeks ago but got a swollen breast tht I’m worryin about painfull stabbin pains seein lymphodemia nurse went for mammogram yestoday but say 4 week wait. N tday went t see lymph nurse said she wanted my surgeon t see me but wen got ther he’d cancelled clinic so wudnt do anything til spoke t him thurs Fed up of this waitin n worrying n hitting Th vodka. Sorry for Th rant. Rozita xxx

Thinking of you Rozita - sometimes life just seems so hard and the hardness feels never ending… I understand the awfulness of waiting for doctors etc when you just “want to know” - Just know you are being thought of and hoping you can find that strength that sometimes comes unexpectedly.
Take care
Fran
xxx

Hi rozita, God we sound so similar, I had my operations december too, than a month ago found a scab on my nipple, have an infection in the scar, a YEAR LATER !!! Now they have found a lump under the infection, awaiting mammogram, ultrasound and biopsy on the 30th December… Life shouldn’t be like this, we should have started to feel better by now.

But, hey we gotta go through the tests again, at least we re used to waiting … lol…

Keep your chin up honey… xxx

snap Rozita and muffit, I so want to leg it to la la fingers in ear land and preferably it’ll be warm there!
Waiting to find out is worse this time isn’t it… I think it’s because we know what might be coming.

Thinking of you both.

Katie x x

Oh dear Rozita Dx last Nov and like you finished chemo, surgery and rads and now have a swollen and funny looking breast and all these odd stabbing sensations etc Lymphoedema nurse says not lymphoedema. Am waiting to see if my BCN can arrange another earlier appt for mammo etc. thought I would be on the way to real recovery by now never ends does it?And the waiting is legalised torture isn’t it? Love Jackie

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Hi
Just wanted to give you abit of hope. I have a lump under my wound from mx which I had in april. Oncologist sent me for mri and like you do, I thought the worst. I went for results today and it’s a seroma in its own sack. To drain it will have to be done via ultrasound to pinpoint exactly were it is.
I totally get the feeling of just driving away, I’ve felt like that alot lately and if it wasn’t for my kids would have done.
Hope this helps
Chris x

Chris thats great thought surgery as long ago as May should not be still showing probs so really brill that you have such goodnews.
Rozita hope all these posts help. Jackie