Welcome to the forum.
Try joining the May chemo thread, as there are other ladies on there who are also just starting.
There are lots of tips on there, and everyone supports each other as much as possible.
Please don't feel scared..... It really isn't as bad as you think. Just prepare yourself for the first week when you might not feel like doing much. Stock up the fridge, get all the washing done, and have all your meds at hand.