Hello All Ladies,
Feeling exhausted today I only has three hours sleep last night, I got up a 3am and took one of my Phenergan tablets, I hardly take them now and eventually feel asleep and of course over slept and have felt really tired all day, then my manager asked if I was busy tomorrow which should be my day off, I said I was !
ED is coming to see me tomorrow to do her washing with GS so lets hope things carry on smoothly for now I am not asking for too much I hope. I have had a missed call from my ex of 26 years this morning, so I will phone him now to see what he wants, probably to moan about ED's predicament, the way I feel right now I may just say if you don't have anything nice to say, say nothing at all.... which was on of my Mums sayings.
Warm and sunny here today, I hope all Ladies ar well and you don't have to wait tooo much longer Rosie
My UA hair has never returned either, but I am happy about that it feels a bit odd though, I am just happy my eyebrows and lashes returned around November, at least I look more normal even if I sometimes don't feel it.
Just off the relephone to ED now she is coming nack tomorrow to do some washing as she only has very few clothes with her. I really don't mind any practical help its fine but yes it is a real roller coaster, relief but guilt at the same time at how she is having to live now, I will go either Friday or at the weekend to see for myself where they are living.
I will get YD to take an up to date photo of me and post it soon, I don't have an iphone so its not easy to get a decent selfie and as you may have read before I really hate having any photo's taken, I think its just that I feel old fat and frumpy so why do I want a photo to remind me of that. I realise it will be a good aid for you to spot me in the crowd in July though, lol.
It's a bit wierd but I am due to go up to Gorleston the weekend after next supposedly to keep ED company whilst going through this difficult time, as you know she is in London now, but I think I will still go for the break its only four days and the time is booked off work the train tickets booked and paid for and one night in the B&B is already paid for. I have asked ED if she would like me to take a big case and pick up some things from her ex's, at the moment she says no and refuses to come up with me for the day, she may change her mind by the time I go though.
Thanks for all your kind words, as you can imagine things have been quite difficult, I have managed to continue working this week but have not had a moment too myself to get online, I have been either cooking, washing or having my travel jabs or else keeping my GS company.
ED has now taken a room in the place that she looked at previously which apparently is larger, I spent every minute last night from getting in from work at 5.30pm raiding my flat for bedding, towels, cleaning equipment, toiletries, cutlery and everyting in between including food, buckets a kettle and a very large suitcase. ED & GS left approx 10pm in a cab which cost £20, I don't know how else she could have managed it, she already had a small case which she came to London with her paltry 3 days worth of clothing. We even resorted to going through some of her old maternity nighties which were in an airbag in one of my cupboards with GS's old baby clothes.
GS flung his arms around me when I got home from work saying "I want to stay with you Nanny", bless him, I sat him down and said I would love that if I could but this emergency accomodation would not be for ever and he could come with his Mum for visits on a regular basis, now he is living in London.
I have only been able to skim over the messages, so sorry if I have missed anything important, I hope things work out for ED & GS but am not very optomistic in the long run.