Hi all,
Sorry I've been absent - I've been getting over the latest Docetaxel (no. 5!) The side effects for me were a bit less this time, though I'm definitely feeling the cumulative fatigue. Days 5 and 6 were rubbish, I felt shaky in the legs every time I tried to stand up and had to keep taking painkillers for headache, sore throat and joint aches. But apart from tiredness I'm basically fine now. If I do too much in the day I tire myself out so just taking baby steps.
Jencat and Bramley - I'm so sorry to hear about your Dads. My heart goes out to you dealing with this and cancer. My Dad died last September of melanoma - though he'd had it for a while his treatment stopped working very suddenly and he went downhill in a few weeks. He was only 62 (I'm 35) and our family is still not sure how we'll recover. Telling my mum I had breast cancer in March, so soon after Dad's death, was probably the hardest thing I've ever done. One thing I'm glad of is that I didn't find the lump last year before he died - he would not have been able to cope with the news while so sick.
I'm pleased to hear about everyone's shrinkage too! My lump has continued to shrink on this round and now has become completely squishy. The one annoying thing is I've found a little, hard pea sized lump next to where the old lump used to be (original lump was 4.2 cms, now more like 1). My oncologist tells me the hard pea sized lump is probably fat necrosis - essentially scarring from the chemo, which she says is common. I hope so! Assuming it is, I've gone from feeling very depressed about no shrinkage on the EC, to very happy with the Docetaxel. Even thinking of asking my oncologist for an extra cycle if the little b***** hasn't been finished off after cycle 6!
Hope every is enjoying the weather; I just had a walk along the canal near my house in Oxford and it was gorgeous
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xxx